All those couples held hands while walking in the street, carrying those roses and stuffed toys they’ve received. I really envy them actually. That’s the reason why I have all these bitterness for this “so-called-special-day”. It’s not that I haven’t spent Valentine’s before, but really! All those past Valentine’s days aren’t good enough. It broke all my expectations. That’s why I really don’t like celebrating this day anymore.
But today, all my bad impression’s about this day has changed! It was supposed to be a “sleep my ass off” day for me, but surprisingly, this day turned so far from what I was expecting it to be..
For the first time in my entire life, I made an effort to give a special someone a gift for Valentine’s. I was so stressed because I don’t have any idea on what to give him. I thought of something special and something not common, so I decided to give him a message in a bottle and a jar of hearts. I also bought a shirt for him. ♡
I was really nervous to give my gifts to him because it really was my first time to do something special for a guy. As a girl, I know inside my proud heart, I should be the one to receive gifts and surprises, but as I continue to fall more deeply in love with this guy, I started to act different and start doing some efforts for him :’)
He also surprised me with a dinner date and some roses. I was so over-whelmed. I wasn’t expecting anything because I thought that I was the only one who’s preparing for something special. My heart wants to jump cause of too much happiness. It’s true that it’s better not to expect so you’ll be more surprised :’)
I can say that I just had the best Valentine’s Day ever! It wasn’t really that expensive, but I know it is full of love and effort. ♡